eagleswing

Coloured Masks I fall over myself, Words tumbling through my mind Without rhyme or sense. I want to search. Search through myself for release and sanity But it never comes. With people it is ok, I am sane then but alone I fall through my endless dark, Trying to find the stars. No stars come to view But I act as if they shine around me. A mask distorts my features, Showing the picture-perfect happiness So many strive for. I cannot stay picture-perfect though; Energy drips from me when I try to stay like this. They pass around me in a whirl of black and white; The colour missing from the world I try to acce

Lay in Wait  I lay waiting. My body crying in nervous screams. I'm shaking, I can feel it as his hand contacts with my face to brush stray strands away from my eyes and cheek. I close my eye as he pushes in, slowly at first as he sees from me that I am scared. A thrust, short and fast brings a new form of pain. Searing and stabbing pain, hot, screaming at me to make it stop. My eyes water, the tears hot like the pain, travel down my cheeks and disappear into my messy hair. He leans down, kissing my forhead and asking me if I am ok. I now, the pain consuming words so all I can do is nod my head. He retreats, pulling back before pushing in ag

Unknown Names A smooth grey stone Towering into the granite blue sky Careful carvings of unknown names Unknown to me but not the world She remembers them Their names engraved onto the core Of the mourning earth So many emotions to those unknown names So many thoughts to the carvings on grey stone Too many words for the engravings on the Earth's core. So I will give you just two… Thank you.

On The Wings of an Eagle On the wings of an eagle I race through the sky. From between heaven and earth Looking down from so high. On the Wings of an eagle I see the picture of perfection. From deep valleys to mountains And every possible selection. on the wings of an eagle I watch disasters around me. People fighting for no reason From mountain to sea. On the wings of an Eagle I note countries at war Millions of deaths every day And i wish to be on these wings no more.

Shadows in Me I feel you in me, Your unwanted life flowing and mixing in my blood. You keep hidden most of the time, Unknown to anyone but me. I like it that way. They don't need to know you are in me. They don't need to know you invade my mind, A spy. I don't know how you got in But I feel your presence stealing my sanity. Piece by piece you break me down Crumbling me into discarded rubble As building blocks for you take my place, Take my mind. I am in a dark empty black room. I stand in the center and I see a shape, Small and insignificant at first But as I become more scared And the shape gains size it t

Angers Knife This feeling sears through me like lava. Destroying everything in its path as an invisible bulldozer. An imaginary storm, only known to me. The thunder ad lightening only attacking my body and soul. His anger fills me, as my villain character becomes me And I mesh with the mask I wear. I am the bad guy when I stand up for myself Instead of sitting and taking their anger without a sound. They attack, throwing knives at a target they will hit every time As they know I will not back down, never sit back And let the knives imbed in my flesh. I must pull the knife from the tender skin And let the liquid anger f